its still christmas,dosent feel like it but it is,but yeah hopefully everyone had a good one.sitting here fixing this tumblr jimmy’s not on aim sad face.so nobody to talk to just to the world about this boring paragraph im writing well typing.its cold.i feel like going to the movies go see something random bloop bloop..well kaybye.
happy xmas eve everyone,hope everyone has a good one,
anyway,im up eary its 11;00 while im doing this and uhm well bye.
i haven’t been on tumblr lately,but im going to start again.uhm its cold as fck right now x mas in 2 more days like i care.people annoy me,i need a haircut,and i love weetawwds<3.so im back tumblr,ill be back on this later kbye.
Forgot to put this in my life blog but anyway me and micheal started talking about dads how his dad wwould just come and in,in his life i felt bad for him.i can tell he’s been threw alot o really don’t have alot to say but all i can say is that he wasn’t around in my life ;/ i felt like alot of tears in my eyes when i was talking to him i hope he does oka in his life. And me i think i would do okay as well.
Well today, had a coversation with a friend micheal bay.Had a coversation about he fcked up in life and felt really bad for him :/ then we just talked about how life is and man its fcked up . Like really what is the purpose of life. Is it because you can live such little portion of it. I mean you only have so much time to live and we do all these things like go to school learn, make friends,get skills we dident know.it seems like its really just a waste but then no because out of 12 years of learning and probably even more i say about 20 years of learning and later yu get a a good job kids and that’s your life right their and you just live it for the rest of your life.and knowing any moment you can jus die and learnd all that for nothing but yet you lived a good life while you had it. But for some this may not happen life isn’t this fcking easy,people go threw so much shit its not funny some people might not even be able to live a life because of all the things that hapend to them i don’t blame them stuff has happend to me that idk if ill live a good life.but ima try my hardest to keep doing good for myself.but life is just a big cycle people are dieing and people are just born again just taking your place in this fcked up world. This is a sad world. Making wars killing eachother why the fck can’t we just have peace,why can’t everything just be fine nothing wrong with this world no wars no fighting over fcking oil no fighting over a fcking street. Why caant we get along im tired of shit like this killing eachother for what nothing just cause he was at the wrong street.why can’t this shit just stop and why can’t we live a simple good life. One that dosent fck up your kids lifes or ruin others.life is diffcult and i really don’t know why i was choosen to live it.people get choosen out randomly people that are in this world make a diffrence but some people intend to fck up . :/
well today was a okay day, i dont wanna go threw all my periods they were all chill.6th period was funny i was laughing that whole period havent laughed like that since saturday lulz.but today was okay day i guess okay enough to start the week? yeah i think so :] well nowim listening to i see stars and talking to jimmy and skyler<3 bye now.
why was i wrong i missed all the meaning when it was spelled out all along.<3
it was okay. nothing out of the usual. really hated the fact that they didn’t give out candy at most of the houses. ):< i wanted to go to Daniel Palooza ;-; but whatever, still had fun. saw a zombie run into a pole, it’s all good…
Lets just start this blog from after school.Me jimmy,and alan.walking to the fair hoping to get on someshit as soon as we got their,but nooo they were still setting up.so we went down some slides and chilled.This is where the fair went wrong allan was hungy so we walk to get something to eat walked to McDonalds got something came back ate then we bought the wrist bands, first ride my stomach was like weird and all fdlksjfahlsdkjfh felt weird like i was gonna throw up.we got off saw lily,then got on the zipper fck i really though i was gonna throw up,shit was fun as fck though :D i cant reallly remmber what happen after that,oh i think that one chick came jimmy’s friend jasmine,then we got on music some shit jasmine and allan broke all the rides sad face,then the fcking zipper just stops working i was like noooo :| but then it started working.cant remmber after that,then magali and gaby came bunch of long hugs, it was nice to reunite lulz.then we got on rides and stuff talking walking then later that night i saw lots of people i havent seen in a while it was nice to see them <3 then my favortist part of this was i got to be with jimmmy allan the whole timee<3
